Being strong and determined is sometimes so difficult when you're really hungry!
You put almost all your energy into it .. it just eats away the existence.
I'm very happy.. this is not me being sad :)

.. But trying to reach "perfection" can give you some really frustrating moments.
You just have to keep the faith and find your inner strength.

 Having this goal and something that I can really hold on to.. it's a great feeling.. you almost feel high don't you?

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