e_89 @ 2008-04-05T17:58:00

2008-04-05T16:12:25Z

It's been some time since I've been really dedicated to losing weight.. wich makes me feel weak.
I let my body down. The only thing I can be in complete control of ... and I fail.
This is so typical.

But now I've regained my self control and I'm gonna make it!
I'll reach my GW a lot sooner than I think.

A few months ..

Self-disciplin

2008-04-04T12:04:27Z

Being strong and determined is sometimes so difficult when you're really hungry!
You put almost all your energy into it .. it just eats away the existence.
I'm very happy.. this is not me being sad :)

.. But trying to reach "perfection" can give you some really frustrating moments.
You just have to keep the faith and find your inner strength.

Having this goal and something that I can really hold on to.. it's a great feeling.. you almost feel high don't you?

//E